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The Victorious Tears of a Three-Year-Old

Last night was the premiere of the new film, Unplanned, which is a true story about Abby Johnson, the youngest clinic director of Planned Parenthood; and her life-changing experience in partaking in the abortion of a 13 week-old baby that set her on a course of exposing the deception and lies of abortion unto warring for Life! This movie I believe, will set a course shift in our nation and the nations of the world where abortion is concerned. No longer will the enemy be able to hide under false pretenses as he continuously murders God’s Little Ones!!! He WILL be and IS being exposed, just as Haman was; and he WILL be hanged for it as was Haman. Our Just God will not sit idly by and allow His babies to perish under the death decree of ’73!

This is just the beginning. 46 YEARS IS ENOUGH! 61 MILLION BABIES IS TOO MANY!!! God is raising up His Esther’s and Mordecai’s of this day to overthrow the power of darkness through warfare, fasting, prayer, and relentless pursuit of Justice! THE TIME TO REVERSE HAMAN’S CURSE IS UPON US!

This morning as I set out on errands with my boys, I was reminded while driving that I discovered recently of a Planned Parenthood DIRECTLY BEHIND the hospital my boys were born at! Right next to a hospital that brings forth life, the devil set up his camp to destroy life! HOW DARE HE?!?!!!

I had been unable to until today drive by there and pray. To be honest, I have never gone nor had the opportunity to go to a clinic to pray; only while in passing in other regions and states, and from wherever I was at the time. I felt a strong urging to bypass our turn to the store and to drive to the clinic. My oldest, Azariah, stated that the way we headed wasn’t the way to the store. I replied that we were going to go to a place to pray first. He inquired of what kind of place and why.

I will say that we have been a bit sensitive in our conversations about abortion in front our boys; for how do you explain to a three and two year-old that there are places out in the world that people go to have their babies killed??? How can the minds of young ones so close in age to unborn babies fathom that reality? It is hard enough explaining tragedy and death to them in our world prayers. How can you expect them to understand?….they don’t. Such should the response of the entire world be, unto action to see an end to the scourges of senseless death.

This time I chose not to withhold the truth. The reality is, much of the world, our nation and the Body of Christ included, continues on this path of destruction due to lack of knowledge and God-given revelation. I chose to be honest because part of the mandate and scroll for my life given to me in a divine Heavenly encounter almost a year ago was the scroll of His Little Ones. The mandate Jesus gave me in this encounter was to take up the scroll of His Little Ones (His unborn already aborted, those who are being aborted, and are set to be; and the fatherless ones); and to wage war on the enemy and fight for their lives; to reverse the curse of death and fatherlessness. If I choose to withhold my scroll from my children and imparting it to them, I am not fulfilling what I was sent to the earth to do; I am squandering it and joining those who wasted their life, inheritance, and who failed to advance the Kingdom of Heaven on earth. I am setting them up for failure. 

I explained to Azariah the reality of abortion, in a way that perhaps he might be able to grasp; the reality that the enemy has set up places where people go to have the babies in their tummies killed. I explained the spiritual aspect of it and that we were going there to pray for God’s babies that He would save them, have mercy on us, forgive us, and heal our land. That He would shut down the clinic and every person that would go there would be met by Jesus and someone who could help them and love them into the His Kingdom. That the Spirit of Adoption would arise and squash and destroy the spirit of death through abortion. We prayed specifically, “Jesus, we plead Your blood over our sins and the sins of our nation! God! End abortion and send Revival to America!!!” 

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He had questions and I answered them truthfully. He even told me we needed to go in to the doctors and tell them not to kill the babies but save them…if only it were that simple, I would storm in every clinic and declare the truth and love those moms and babies into the Kingdom!

As we drove around the curve looking for the building, I was floored to find a sidewalk lined with countless blue pinwheels; and as I gaze at the sign, I was flabbergasted to see an adoption center! Even more astounding was that it was situated DIRECTLY BESIDE the Planned Parenthood! It was an answer to prayer before we even arrived there!

I was surprised to find that there was no one praying outside of it like I know of at countless others around the nation. I felt to find a spot at the highpoint across the street that overlooked both buildings as an act of ascent and taking the high ground in warfare. I was led to play a life-altering song written for the aborted babies by Phil King and Cody Ray Lee, “Not Forgotten”.

Then we began to pray; myself and my two and three year-old baby boys.

We prayed with weeping, repentance, decrees, warfare, taking up my sword as a Gatekeeper of Righteousness and commanding the gates of hell be permanently shut over the region and the gates of Heaven permanently opened. We called forth laborers to this Harvest and the coming one, rising up in bold declaration that WE will be the answer He’s looking for; praying for each one coming in and out of the clinic to have mercy and spare His babies.

Someone has to take a stand, if not us, then who? If not now, then when? If we do not take a stand, then deliverance will come from somewhere else and I and my family will perish. We were appointed for such a time as this! (Esther 4:13-14)

An answer of the future appointed time of the closing of this clinic sits right next door!
I decree and declare as we did this morning, that when these moms come seeking a permanent solution to their temporary crisis, they will be divinely led next door to the adoption center. That the Body of Christ will arise to BE THE ANSWER these women are looking for, through adopting these babies, birth moms and dads, and fostering them into a family, the family of God! The Spirit of Adoption will arise and I have seen in the spirit last year a dual wave coming with a baby boom of all the babies saved from abortion; and of the spiritual wave of those being saved as they awaken to Jesus, the Light of Life! Truly, families will be saved!!! A modern-day Isaiah 49 is coming!

As we drove away at the end of praying and contending, Azariah asked me to play the song again. We listened to it on the way to the store, and Azariah said, “Mommy, Jesus needs to come and beat the enemy!” He gets it. We withhold nothing from them. Out of the mouth of a Mighty Warrior, he declared the victory of Christ over the enemy! Indeed, He has already overcome and holds the keys of death and the grave in His hand!

I sang forth through tears, the song and when we arrived at the store, I heard sniffles from the back seat. I turned around and was shocked to find Azariah crying. I asked why he was crying. He said, “I’m making tears come from my eyes because of the babies being killed. It makes me sad and I don’t want them to die. I listened to the song and it makes me cry because I want the babies to live. I don’t want the enemy to hurt babies. I don’t want to go in there because Elam is a baby and I don’t want the doctor to kill him. I want the babies to be our family. I want to save the babies.”

I was stunned. Through tears, I did explain to him that they wouldn’t kill Elam because he’s not a baby in mommy’s tummy and they’re safe. With that though, I had to try to explain to him why unborn babies are targeted for this act. More than anything I was shocked to see that he really did get it. We prayed again afterwards.

I end with this, may we be like Azariah.
May we be so engrossed in the Kingdom of God that we have the same mindset as he does!
May our eyes be awakened as his were, of the reality of abortion in our land!
May we be provoked to pray, take a stand, act, and be the answer to the crisis brooding over our land!
May we train up our children to fight for the cause of His children!
May we be the answer in the increase of the adoption movement to save babies and children from abortion and being orphans!
May we not hold back any longer but AWAKEN, ARISE, AND ACT!

I urge you to listen to this and be moved to action.

Katie, Pure Fire of Yahweh

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For Such A Time As This

About a week ago, I wrote two posts sharing what the Lord was saying about the newly released bill mandating abortion until birth in New York called, Salvation Through a Babe and What Will Reverse the Curse on America?. If you have not read them, you must. I believe you will find the answer to America’s crisis, prayer and intercession strategies, awakening for the Body of Christ, and practical action to combat the demonic principalities behind what we see in the natural.

God does not speak His Word and His heart for it upon fall to deaf ears; He wants all to hear the Truth and to respond accordingly. God is not silent about the happenings in the earth and among His people; He is revealing His heart to those who are humble and willing to seek Him in the secret place.

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One horror of the Holocaust. The number of murders from abortion far exceeds the number of people murdered during the Holocaust.

Roe v. Wade passed 46 years ago legalizing abortion in America and the consequences of it are nothing short of devastating. It is much like the decree of Haman that went out in all of Susa demanding the complete extermination of all Jews in the day of Esther; and like Hitler’s demand that Jews cease to exist with the Holocaust in more recent times. We see even in Biblical history that the enemy set out to destroy all infants and babies in an attempt to kill Moses, whom God would raise up to deliver Jews out of slavery in Egypt; and most importantly is the attempt at ending the life of our Savior, Jesus. King Herod, under the influence of satan, ordered the murder of all babies and toddlers in and around Bethlehem to prevent Jesus from growing to carry out His purpose of establishing His unending eternal government, saving all of mankind, and restoring what was broken when Adam and Eve fell in the garden. The events and people change, but the demonic principalities are still the same. No matter how bad it looks or gets, God still has the final Word and He always wins.

Esther 4:1-3 (NLT)
“When Mordecai learned about all that had been done, he tore his clothes, put on burlap and ashes, and went out into the city, crying with a loud and bitter wail. He went as far as the gate of the palace, for no one was allowed to enter the palace gate while wearing clothes of mourning. And as news of the king’s decree reached all the provinces, there was great mourning among the Jews. They fasted, wept, and wailed, and many people lay in burlap and ashes.”

Mordecai had received an edict issued by King Xerxes, influenced by evil Haman, decreeing the destruction, slaughter, and annihilation of all Jews 11 months from the date of its issue, Passover (ironically the same day Jews from all provinces came together to celebrate their liberation from slavery in Egypt unto freedom through Moses’ obedience.) Haman had an obsessive hatred of Mordecai and his Jewish lineage; and his hatred only deepened when Mordecai refused to bow down and worship him like the rest of the province was ordered to do. Feeling the desperate pressure of impending doom, Haman thought he would triumph over his enemy by wiping them out completely. From appearances this seemed to be a racial war unto genocide; however, it’s true source was spiritual battle of good v.s. evil; death v.s. life. This is the truth behind the abortion agenda.

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“Memorial for Unborn Children” sculpture by Martin Hudáček

Mordecai’s response is one that we as the Bride of Christ should have when laws are proposed or passed declaring the destruction, slaughter, and annihilation of God’s innocent, His Little Ones. His mourning and deep anguish was not hidden or pressed down to save face; it got ugly and was not a pleasant sight. He could have hidden in his home and wept in loneliness, yet he took his despair right to the king’s gate and made his undignified response known.

 

I must ask a self-analyzing question: When receiving news of the latest appalling laws disregarding the sanctity of life for His babies, have you ugly cried before the Lord and man and allowed even a glimpse of the anguish of God’s heart to touch you and move you unto action? Have you made your voice known in opposition and truth? If not, I strongly encourage you to go before the Lord and ask Him to search your heart for anything out of order that may have hardened your heart, that may have transformed empathy into apathy. 

We see the Jews fasted, wept, and wailed in mourning. They did not need to be told to do any of these things. It became a natural response, recognizing their dire need of a Savior to step in. That morning coffee or lunch at a restaurant no longer took precedence over seeking His face like never before. They got back to God’s Word in Isaiah 58. (I must interject the narrative and also state that the Jews had been exiled long enough at this point that they had become assimilated into the Persian culture to the extent that most people no longer knew Jew from Gentile. Their very own queen was evidence of that. It was a secret of divine appointment that God would place a Jew as queen over a Gentile nation.)

V. 4 (AMP)- “When Esther’s maids and her eunuchs came and told her [what had happened], the queen was seized by great fear. She sent garments to clothe Mordecai so that he would remove his sackcloth, but he did not accept them.”

Esther was deeply distressed, seized by great fear (fear of man) in just hearing of her cousin’s behavior. She sent him clothes to put on to cover the distress he, himself, was displaying before the world. I will be bold enough to propose that Esther’s response is a reflection of much of the Bride of Christ today. She spent her days within the confines of the walls of her governance (to us, the church), oblivious to the reality of judgement and doom taking place all around her. When hearing of the voice, her blood-relative, wailing in the streets, she intended to silence his voice to keep appearances up and put on a false perception that things were not falling apart. Perhaps much of The Church today is like Esther, failing to fulfill the totality of our God-given governance in The Kingdom of God to overthrow the kingdom of darkness. Perhaps we have wasted too much time catering to comforting the world, coddling our own comforts of idolatry and perfecting passivity.

In verses 5-12, Esther’s response to Mordecai when he sent word to her of the edict, demanding that she go to the king and plead for the salvation and deliverance of her people was one of excuse motivated by fear. She believed that silence was more profitable for her own salvation. I propose that she had become so isolated within herself and from the king that she began to believe the lie of the enemy that she had no voice; that her petitions would fall to the ground as would her head.

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Matt Lockett prays with his team at the Supreme Court during March for Life 2016 (Photo: Aaron Wong / Bound4LIFE)

Beloved, DO NOT fall into this deception! YOUR VOICE COUNTS!!! BE MOTIVATED BY THE FEAR OF THE LORD, NOT THE FEAR OF THE ENEMY AND MAN!!! It’s time to throw out excuses!!!

V. 13-14 (MSG)- “When Hathach told Mordecai what Esther had said, Mordecai sent her this message: ‘Don’t think that just because you live in the king’s house you’re the one Jew who will get out of this alive. If you persist in staying silent at a time like this [since you did not help when you had the chance (AMP)], help and deliverance will arrive for the Jews from someplace else; but you and your family will be wiped out. Who knows? Maybe you were made queen for just such a time as this.’”

I have heard the argument a number of times that someone living a holy life in this land is separated from the repercussions of the blood-stained soil of this land, from the judgement coming. Mordecai addressed this head on with Esther. She was deceived into thinking that just because she dwelled within the king’s home and was ‘his bride’ that she would be exempt from the judgement coming. Silence ushers in divine retribution (Ezekiel 33:16-21)

Beloved, silence is not an option to God. He is going to move and bring salvation and deliverance to our nation at some point in time; but we will be left out of the salvation if we as His Bride and His Church abandon our posts in this great war. Under military criminal code, the maximum penalty for desertion during a declared war is the death sentence. We are in a war right now and the enemy is pulling out all demons and weapons in his arsenal to ensure his edict withstands opposition. It is time to go all in and recognize that we were created and positioned for such a time as this. DO NOT ABANDON POST!!! You are only on the winning side when you rise up to your post, press in and forward fearlessly, refusing to back down to perdition (Heb. 10:39)

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V. 4:15-17 (AMP)
“Then Esther told them to reply to Mordecai, ‘Go, gather all the Jews that are present in Susa, and observe a fast for me; do not eat or drink for three days, night or day. I and my maids also will fast in the same way. Then I will go in to [see] the king [without being summoned], which is against the law; and if I perish, I perish.’…”

It is time to fast. I understand the cringe that must’ve gone up some spines when saying that; but it’s necessary. As Americans, we like to eat. America as a whole is fat. Fat on food, comforts, self-indulgence and idolatry. It’s time to cut off the fat. God made it clear in Isaiah 58 that the kind of fast He wants is one that breaks the chains of the oppressed, breaks bonds of wickedness, shatters the yoke, caring for orphans, widows, and the fatherless. It is only then that our light will shine forth bringing a new dawn, righteousness preceding us, and the Glory of the Lord on its heels. It’s then that He will hear our cries and answer us. We must have an unrelenting ‘all or nothing’ mentality!!! This is LIFE OR DEATH.

I encourage you to read the word the Lord gave for 2019: 2019: It’s All About Righteousness. I saw a great and mighty army arising and taking up their weapons to recover what had been lost and forgotten; relics of righteousness. You will find empowerment and a deeper insight into what God wants to do now.

In His name,
Katie, Pure Fire of Yahweh